Letting go 
 
Sad to think love ends this way 
Hoped so much for you to stay 
Sad truth is we grew apart 
Sad truth is still breaks my heart 
 
I think I can finally let you go 
I think it wasn't always so 
Thought I would always need you 
All I wanted was to please you 
 
Looking back you're the only one I loved 
Often thought you'd come from high above 
God I wish you were still here 
My mind is still filled with fear 
 
But I do think I can finally let you go 
That wasn't always so 
I know I will always need you 
I know I'll always want to please you 
 
Your beauty I still behold 
But my heart is getting cold 
I think I have finally admitted 
This love is so unrequited 
 
 
 
 
It's hard to explain ones own raw feelings in an objective way. But I will try - I hope this poem/song shows the reality of a relationship breaking down. When you know something is wrong and not working, yet you have come so far that you don't want it to fail, life then becomes very hard. I think its like going to a dentist only magnifying the pain a million fold. What I mean by that is that you know you have to do it but you also know its going to hurt like hell. But in breaking up with someone it does not mean that you no longer love that person - at least not for me. I still love Sarah Harper so much (and that's who this is about). But I think we had got to a stage in our lives where we would be better off apart than together. We now get on really well so it might have been the right decision. But you see there I go again "IT MIGHT" - you see it's so hard to let go of real love.